Tomorrow Sara and I close the deal. OMG. Today is the last day for me to hold the financial reins, so to speak. OMG.
I hired a financial planner/investment advisor dude. OMG. (To manage my millions, har har)
I have stacks of dharma books on my desk, awaiting my perusal. I am a student, as you know. Again, I am a student.
Yesterday I raced back to the birth center to just barely catch a nice baby boy. What does my future look like...I don't know.
The sun is shining, I'm going for a swim, I AM going on retreat at the beginning of October with my beloved teacher Adrianne for 5 whole days and I'm still in my bathrobe at 12:30. And I'm doing a dharma talk on forgiveness this Sunday. "Forgiveness happens only when we completely given up on changing the past." -Nancy Anderson.
"I see my light come shining, from the west down to the east. Any day now, any day now, I shall be released." -The Band.
I haven't looked at the news once today. I'm observing a moratorium, for 24 hours I won't get sucked into the national embarrassment/fuckery/nonsense/fear-based awfulness. I can do it! I'm strong! I have will power!!!
May all beings have peace, tenderness and safety today.