Tuesday, June 30, 2020
Wednesday, June 24, 2020
For what it's worth
the sewing machine is at the repair shop
again
apparently
stitching through many layers
over and over
is tough
needles break
the motor freezes
thread tangles
under the presser foot
even though
you've sewn this pattern
187 times
so far
to make a mask
you need
cotton cloth
elastic
wire
you think about
the person who will wear
a mask with Snoopy fabric
blue and green Seahawks logos
tiny blue and pink daisies
as they care for your mother
an old neighbor
a disabled child
you know it's better than nothing
as their glasses steam up
as soon as their shift is over
the mask lies beside them on the passenger seat
tomorrow
they have another choice
yellow and orange stripes
or the one with children dancing
holding hands
on a background of blue
Monday, June 22, 2020
Seattle.
Capitol Hill Occupied Protest.
Back at home, the eternal cycling of grief, rage, sorrow, moments of beauty (what else are humming birds for?) fatigue. John Stewart reminding us that our discomfort with wearing masks (!!!) for the last few months is nothing compared to 400 years.
Taking the White Awake course again. There were over 500 people on the course. Sunday afternoon for a few hours for four weeks.
The forest this morning was extraordinary. Balm.
Capitol Hill Occupied Protest.
Back at home, the eternal cycling of grief, rage, sorrow, moments of beauty (what else are humming birds for?) fatigue. John Stewart reminding us that our discomfort with wearing masks (!!!) for the last few months is nothing compared to 400 years.
Taking the White Awake course again. There were over 500 people on the course. Sunday afternoon for a few hours for four weeks.
The forest this morning was extraordinary. Balm.
Monday, June 15, 2020
Let me explain. The top photo is my current situation with the living room ceiling. Yes, I'm painting the beams (too damn dark) and the plaster which is cracked and old an horrible and a fucker to paint. Then there are the walls and trim (hahahahahahahahahahahahaha). I'll be done eventually.
The rest of the house looks like hell. No one cares. No one come over except to stand around outside.
The beauty is Kubota gardens, started before WWII by a gardener, Mr Kubota, who was interned during the war. He came home and continued stocking the koi pond and tending the gorgeous greenery. When he died, his family left the garden to the city.
This is where we practice Tai chi. It's more beautiful than you can imagine.
Be well, dear ones.
Friday, June 12, 2020
Today we walked in silence for Black Lives Matter. In the rain. It rained steadily the whole way. Nobody complained. It was a march for mourning. Then the sun came out.
Thousands of us, all colors. Many children. Small groups in the neighborhoods holding signs at intersections. Everywhere. All over the country.
Meanwhile, the asshole is taking away the right to healthcare from our transgender loved ones. How to hold what is here, is happening. How to hold the pain and beauty. How to hold the anger and fear.
Today, I got no answers. I don't think I ever did. Do small deeds with great love.
Folks were passing out homemade cookies. In the rain. Small deed. Great love.
Wednesday, June 03, 2020
Monday, June 01, 2020
Border town
Perhaps the quiet ones have a volcano
under their tongues
thin boy in the corner
flicks matches at
at his wrecked shoes
his voice stollen from him
at birth
where is his country
the music sticky as honey
magnolia petals float
in the ditch
their color mistaken for bandages
for a fire that won't start
a boy who finally stands
spent matches all around him
like a halo
or a moon
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